"Once burned, twice shy."

-Nicholas Sparks, Message in a Bottle

DID IT!

I blocked you. Now what am i supposed to do?

Brain: GET OVER HIM! DO YOUR HOMEWORK NOW, YOUNG LADY!

Heart: Time. Let me heal first.

Ears: I miss his voice. Call him.

Brain: You're gonna miss your stright A grades if you DONT START YOUR HOMEWORK RIGHT THIS INSTANT.

Eyes: Go look at his pictures on facebook, you know you want to.

Brain: You wont see your straight A grades anymore if all you want to see is him.

Logic: Live your life and show him who is better.

Brain: S.T.U.D.Y.

Me: shutting down.. I need a nap guys..

To the guy who made my life better. Thanks for being there for me

You and me could write a bad romance. But we're never ever getting back together because not you're just somebody I used to know.So blow me one last kiss while everybody talks. Let's go to the dark side and do some gangnam style because we're just too close.

Say something because there's only one more night so let's live while we're young.

I'm sexy and I know it. Pound the alarm. OH, look. There's a grenade heading over here so as long as you love me, you belong with me.

We're all going to die and I just wanted to say I love you.

Vent session #1

I cant stand this... me knowing that you don't love me anymore. I have these vent sessions with people where I just talk about you and what you've done. You really did hurt me, Ryan. I know you're not worth it to write this letter to but I need to vent right now.

I hated how you don't or can't use proper grammar with me. You totally sucked at it. But I still love you and sticked with you even though I'm a stickler to grammar and spelling and all that english stuff.

I hated how, as I said, you don't use proper grammar but it seems as if you do so with other girls. That's like a punch in the face that you bothered to care what they thought of you but you didn't care if you used the proper grammar with me or not.

I hated how we didn't have anything to talk about really, tbh (your favorite thing to like on fb, but I'll get to that later on..) we didn't really have anything in common, but I still loved you no matter what.

I hated how it seems like you've like EVERY girl's tbh status. ON you page there's 216 girls who've posted tbh stuff. AND YOU LIKE ALL OF IT. But I overlooked that. I was soo inlove.

I hated how that now I realize that you did this to the other girls you've been with. You're such a jerk. HOW COULD I NOT HAVE SEEN THAT?! I was just soo blind. You gained my trust, said you'll never break it, that you'll guard it with your life. That you'd rather die than hurt me. Dear God, how could I have not seen WHAT A PLAYER YOU WERE. Those sweet nothings that you've promised to me were just... empty words full of candy coated words. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

I hated how you are still on my mind right now especially when I'm supposed to be writing an essay for my class later on.

You're ruining my life. Our break up is ruining my life. Last night at work I kept thinking about you and it made me sadder. There would be times where I would tear up and I'd stop myself from doing so. It really sucks. My coworkers definitely knew something was wrong with how I was acting. I was trying too hard to keep that façade of happiness and joy that I've been when I was with you.

Break ups

To be honest, this is my first relationship with anyone. And it sucked. Our conversations lacked that happy go lucky attitude. It just didn't feel right. But I still sticked with him no matter what all because of a promise. A promise that I won't ever do what all the other people in his life did to him; I wouldn't leave him, I'd text him everyday. A promise that changed my life.A promise that is ruining my life. I somehow got addicted to you when we were together. Your early morning 'good morning beautiful'texts.Your childish demeanor. Your horrible grammar. I fell inlove with you. And you broke my heart. I don't know what I did wrong, but you're killing me now. I cant believe you would just leave me like that. No "goodbye". NADA.
I blocked you this afternoon and unfriended you on facebook because I can't stand seeing you and all those girls. All that time that we were together you were liking their "to be honest" statuses. What were you hoping for? For one of them to say "You're fucking hot. Here's my number ###-###-####"? Seriously. Then I saw that you did the same thing you did to this other girl to me. I can't belive you fucking played with me. Those empty promises. Those candy coated words you've told me. Well fuck you, buddy. You've fucked up my moods since we've broken up and it's been hell. I hope I never met you. I hope I never said sorry for being rude when you first started talking to me. You're one sicko. You use other people's pity to gain their trust and hearts. Well now I know why people don't like you at school. You told me you never told anyone your secret. That it was hard for you to say it. That I'm the first one you're gonna tell it to. You fucking liar. It was on facebook. FACEBOOK. Posted a year ago. Really? Gosh, you're such a fucking liar. The first guy I've dated, and you left me with a bad impression of relationships. Thanks for everything Ryan.